WHO AM I?

Who am I? A question most frequently asked to people, maybe a million times already since they've entered high school but still they don't know the answer to it.

This essay that they let us work with is really worth relieving. Why? Because through this compositions, we became aware of who we really are. You may know yourself now but you can know yourself more. This group activity so called "SELF-AWARENESS" let us overcome our fears and limitations. 

The group opened up lots of things most of it were hidden stories behind those happy-go-lucky faces. Damn it! I still do not want to realize I really cried because of this stupid activity. But my friends unconsciously get into the bottom of my heart and shed tears. The precious tears that I had once again run through my face 'cause the moment this activity started, I know tears will freely flow through my pink cheeks and make this cheeks suffer from wiping them. Most of them told story that relates to their family most specially towards their parents. I pity them and feel sorry for them because never once in my life that I saw my parents fight just because of pest cockroach, dirty frogs and life-threatening social climbers! I cried when they began telling about what they really feel towards these issues in their family because I've never experienced what they feel and why I shed tears. If only I could do anything to make them feel better but all I can do is listen to them and cry along with them.

Why is it that you need to have a cockroach in the pocket if you already have a couple lice on your head? Why do a person still need to look for other bitches if they already have the best bitch yet lovable person in their lives? Is temptation the reason for this? Or the love just faded away? Like one of them said, "para bang nakikisama na lang sila sa isa't isa dahil sa amin na mga anak nila at hindi na dahil may love pa sa kanilang dalwa." A lot of things to tell, but like what our teacher said, lets' leave everything in this classroom of whatever heard here will remain here and in our hearts. What's important now is you know that you have friends already who know your secrets and from now, they will be the first one to rely on if the worst will come over again.

I may also want to tell you that I cried because my own personality still don't realize why she's very insecure towards her siblings. I cannot really tell why but before, I'm like air who cannot be seen by other people, instead they just breath without even realizing that they may also have life to protect. I cried because of my father whom I consider to be my closest and best friend. He is the only one that let me do my thing. Maybe its true that they thought I'm being already an independent person, but I still want them to guide me. But that's before, now I grew up and grow more because of this people who is around me now.

Another special advice from our teacher is to "STUDY HARD." This is for us to know what's best and lighten up and give advice to people who intend to hurt an innocent heart in which this innocent heart only wants a true and unbreakable love that no one can defy. I need to study hard to loosen up my heart in my MIDDLE CHILD SYNDROME and look to be the best in all best things.

A simple advice to everyone. Whatever you're facing now, problem with hearts or injuries, do the best decisions that you can make. In this we will not be frustrated towards ourselves. Try to make your journals or right something on a blank sheet of paper or you can try what I'm doing now, typing and feeling the freedom of speech!