it's always been YOU....

My world stops turning since the day I met you
Your eyes, your lips, your smile, your laugh,
I keep on staring at your face
Because all I want to see is you.

Your scent is all over my place,
In the kitchen, sala, dining area, in my room
It stops my mind and calm my nerves
Because all I want to think is you.

My eyes are  fixed to no one but you,
My tears only falls to no one but you,
My heart gave in to no one but you,
Because all I want is to love you.

Every time I see you, I keep on asking,
"What beauty do you possess that no other ladies have?"
I looked into the mirror, smiled and answered myself,
"Because she's the only beauty that my heart see!"

All I thought everything is fine and happy,
All I thought I am close in saying I love you,
But I was hurt when you're with a guy,
Because you are blind not to feel my love for you.

My world stops turning when I lose you,
My heart stopped on beating and beating,
My tears started to fell on the ground,
Because all I wanted is you.

My mind sets to find another woman,
But every time I stare at them,
Your image keeps on flushing in my mind,
Because its always been you I love.

I've never experience so much pain,
But all the time I see you with him,
Staring at him like his the only guy exist,
Your smile doesn't leave your gorgeous lips.

Loving you is the most painful, but
It is the greatest thing that happened to me.
I was just an hopeless and unlucky guy,
Who chooses to love his one and only best friend!

PrEtTy LitTle LiArS...

LIARS, PLASTICS, BACKSTABBERS, RUDE, JERKS, etc. Whatever you call them, they are ALL THE SAME! Why? Because they possesses the MOST UNNERVING, SARCASTIC AND IDIOPATHIC PERSONALITIES of human kind and animal species! They may be kind, friendly, generous, approachable, trustworthy but behind those ANGELIC faces and attitudes, they are the ENEMIES of DEMONS!

We have the so-called CONSCIENCE, wherein the elders told us that it is where the VOICE of the ALMIGHTY is hiding. That's the reason why we, way back in being a kid, teachers taught us to use this conscience. Whenever we sinned, we always pray and seek for His forgiveness. And the most common sin that we experience is LYING!

Yes, you may be right if you say that all of us commit lies and we do them in varying degrees. Others tend to lie by cheating, either in an examination because our minds are already exhausted with all around-the-clock questions or in a relationship 'cause you already want to break his/her love into pieces. Others may tell falsehood, either in covering a mistake that you, your friends or you loved ones including your family have committed or in beholding a sanctuary of truths and secrets that needs to be hidden from keen manipulative people in suspecting. Others may bear lies, either in protecting themselves or the ones been mentioned or in withholding the beliefs other may possess. Yes, all of us are LIARS!

But, NOT ALL LIES ARE LIES. There's always an exception to the rule. As of the things being listed above, these were, I believe, the exceptions in the rule. As being told, we have our conscience and seek for His forgiveness because the things enumerated above, are just being kept and known by you, Him, and the special groups. 

But is it acceptable if you lie in front of other people knowing that those people know that your just lying without any reasons? You are lying just because you doesn't want to lose and be the NUMBER ONE ALWAYS? I AM SO PROUD OF YOUR COMPETITIVENESS BOY! You try to question an act because you cannot accept that he was right and you were wrong! Arguing without a basis? Come on! Then when it's out turn to question your act, you became defensive and the other one became quiet because SHE knows that we were right and you're wrong again! And every time others act, both of you tell THEM what's the answer by doing "READ MY LIPS PEOPLE." WHAT A FANTASTIC TRICK! WE WERE REALLY IMPRESSED!

Where is that so-called CONSCIENCE in you, or is there really a THING in your soul? Maybe that's the reason why you commit lies without hesitations. I am really disappointed but what's the point of telling it to the teacher, if you, yourself lied within yourself!

-Just a little reminder to everyone, if you lie be sure not to be caught, because you lie with a reason, not, lying without a conscience! And by the way, you are really good together J&B!

STORIES OF THE COMPLICATED MINDS

When I was sitting alone outside of our classroom, one of my friends came to me and said "Bez I will tell you something." Suddenly I get nervous whether what she is talking about. After a while, she started talking about it. After few days, I asked the "girl" if the issue is true. Then we started talking in algebraic expression.

She explained that 'X' have already 'Y' after their own story (in just two weeks! shocking!). Then she explained that 'Y' has been flirting with 'X' ever since they met. Because the issue is been surrounding everywhere, 'X' decided to make his relationship with'Y' is on its eternity. but according to the "girl", they will never ever had an eternal love. After explaining about it, she suddenly asked me if I know these some people. Then she started another bunch of stories with regards to the beautiful and handsome students with complicated minds of our beloved school.

First, let me tell you the first story. 'Ding' has a very mouthwatering relationship with 'Dong'. But one day, 'Dong' decided to end their story because 'Ding' has another 'Dong'! OH MY DING-DONG! But the second 'Dong' has also another 'Ding'! WHAT!? That's why they are calling the second 'Dong' as bitch, hypocrite, and a social climbers! (classmates that's too much).

Now, we are in the second story. This is between 'J' and 'D', a story of love martyrdom. 'J' has a crush with 'D' but sadly 'D' has a boyfriend (ouch!). but this is the irony, 'J' is willing to wait for 'D' until they break up with her boyfriend, however, 'D' is already flirting with 'J' (what a bitch!). How can you love someone who has a boyfriend but is flirting with you just because you had a crush on her! PATHETIC!

Let's go to another story. This is between 'T', 'K' and 'D', a love triangle story but I don't if its really a love triangle. 'T' has been in love with 'K' but she denies that she only had a crush on him. Then, 'K' started to communicate with 'T' (at last 'T' have him). Let's just say within  a year of having a mutual understanding, often times within that 1 year 'T' was always jealous of all the girls that surrounds 'K' which lead her friends speculate that they really had a relationship. After summer, when 'K' came back from Manila with his classmates because they had their 'internship' there, as opening of classes began, 'T' heard that 'K' is courting a certain 'D' already (WHAT!?). Then as day goes by, the issue between 'K' and 'D' is growing and growing leaving a heartbreak to 'T' (don't worry friend were here for you :(. Then 'K' continuously flirting with 'D' until now, but what is this, another girl is mad to 'D'. Oh my, what a relationship.

A simple advice to everyone, don't get involve yourself in a relationship if you are not ready to be hurt, to be surrounded by issues, to have a third-party relationship and most specially, if you are not ready to make your image as the bastard one! If you really want a relationship then have a decent life first so that other people can not step on your back and be the one who will make them shame on their selves.