Monday, September 23, 2019

Untrustworthy friend.

The people you thought to be your trustworthy friends only became your untrustworthy enemies.

How can you even laugh when you are hurting someone? How can you even smile when you are putting a person in the graves of hell?

Well.

There is one definite answer.

Because you do not know you are destroying one's life already. And you do not know, you are worser than the person you are trying to destroy.

I left. You stayed. We became distant.

But as we go on the separate ways, I came to learn, distance is not the problem.

Because it is the trust that became the reason why we separated. You talk behind my back without hesitation. While I did everything I could to keep your darkest secrets. And yet, you were the one who destroyed me. You talk trash about me to which it is already under the belt. You enjoyed sharing my attitudes and personalities to everyone as if you know more about me.

But you are wrong.

You are the reason why I became like this. None of these attitudes will come out if you had not tested me.

I am not perfect, and yes, I have my flaws. I have negative sides and negative attitudes. But I also know how to stop on track when it is needed.

How about you? Do you even know how to shut your perfect filtered mouth? Do you even know you are worser than me in having a bad attitude? Do you even know that your personality is worser than me?

I have trusted you and yet, you have destroyed. I just hope it won't return to you all the badmouthing you have done to me. I do hope you will have good conscience until to the end of time.

To a dear untrustworthy friend.

A tree growing with greenery leaves
In the deepest of a gloomy abyss
Surrounded with beautiful flies
Glowing the lifeless night.

A garden full of blossoming flowers
In the darkest of lonely hours
Circled by wondrous butterflies
Gleaming the frightful lives.

This is me
This is you.
A growing tree
A blooming flower.

The leaves that grows
Is me who grew
The flower that blooms
Is you who bloom.

My leaves grew because of you
Your flowers blossomed because of me.
The gloomy abyss became blissful
The lonely hour became cheerful.

Together, we make each other
Together, we complete each other
Without me, there is no you.
Without you, there is no me.

But as our time goes by,
Me and you also pass by.
It became me without you
It became you without me.

You laugh with others.
While I laugh at myself
You smiled at others
While I smiled at myself.

The leaves started to fall,
The flowers withered.
The gloomy abyss deepened,
The lonely hour darkened.

The tree became lifeless
The garden became hideous.
Deceived by the trust,
Fooled by the kindness.

But the tree became dreamy again
That was destroyed by the masked gentleness.
The leaves grew lively again
That was shattered by the masked tenderness.

AN UNEXPECTED CHANCE: SEVENTEEN BE THE SUN CONCERT

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