Be True To Yourself

If you want a life in the future try to be true to yourself. First you need to find yourself. Start finding yourself by your hobbies and discover your real talent. Talent and hobby are closely have the same meaning. This two will end up as yourself. Yourself reflects to your hobbies. Don't be afraid on facing who you really are because this will help in the future.

If your not able to find yourself by your hobbies try other things.Try to find yourself by surfing the internet or your computer. You will not know that your finding now the reality of life. Don't stick to one. If you know that you have an inborn talent, find a way to develop it. If you really want a thing try to develop it. Just be yourself. Being true to yourself is not only a childish game. This will refer you on what you will be in most mature stage of life.

You don't need to scared on what will you discover. If know that you're able to be want you are don't be afraid. Be proud on what you have. One more thing, find yourself in you. This is the last thing that you can do if you're not able to find youself on your hobbies or by surfing the internet. Your interest in life beautiful. If you can't do this thing, you'll not be able to be true to yourself. Find a way by yourself.

A life hiding by your real personality will never help you in the future.Be proud of what you are. What the difference about hiding yourself and just be what you really are? A question that someone don't know the answer. If you have enough confident on yourself tell everybody about who you really are. Don't be ashamed. Trust yourself as you trust other people. Your very lucky if you have lovely personality. Tells yourself that you are the most wonderful person.

Forget what other people told about your face. More important is your inner self not at the outer. Those who insult you by what you are in outside, they are those who don't know how to appreciate real beauty. They are idiot. Just believe on yourself and ignore people who have low IQ's. Right now most important is you should be true to yourself and just be happy of what you are now.

True Friends Don't Really Exist

Friends can have its own problems sometimes. Its not true that if you have a friend it means you need to trust them about all your secrects. Not only that one, you can't say that all friends are good to you. Sometimes they only treat you because they want to blackmail you.

Iyon ang isang katotohanang hindi natin matatanggal lalo na sa mga mag-kakaibigan. Para sa akin na marami nang pinagdaan sa mga matatalim na kuko ng mga nagpapanggap na kaibigan, walang katuturan ang magkaroon ng isang tunay na kaibigan. Kaibigan ka lang kung may kailangan siya sa iyo. Dapat kang makiramdam sa totoong pakay sa iyo ng mga taong nasa paligid mo. Baka hindi mo mamalayang pinagtataksilan ka na ng mga itinuturing mga kaibigan. Kailangan mong magpakatotoo sa iba. Kapag pinabayaan mo ang sarili mo baka sarili mo pa ang masira.

Kung talagang gusto mong magkaroon ng kaibigan, kailangan mong piliin ng mabuti. You should be careful of the people around you because they may betray you. If you want a friend you should wait for them to come to your side. It's like achieving you dreams. It's true that you need friends to be on your side to support bur so what? It does not mean that if you don't friends you can't be a succesful person. Sometimes you should only depend on yourself to achieve what you want to achieve. Your future is on your hand not on other's hand. Kaya kayong mga may kaibigan kilalanin niyo silang mabuti bago magasabi ng mga pinaka-sekreyo ninyo. Dahil puwede nila kayong i-corner. Huwag magpadala kaagad sa kanilang mga salita at mga pangako. Dahil ang pangako napapako.

Isang paalala lang galing sa akin kung gusto niyo talagang magkaroon ng isang tunay na kaibigan, sa tingin ko hanapin niyo muna ang tunay na ikaw bago makipag-kaibigan dahil walang may taong may gustong makipagkaibigan sa isang tao na hindi naman alam kung ano talaga siya at mga gusto niya sa buhay. Sana ngayon pa lang hanapin niyo ang sarili ninyo bago pa kayo mawalan ng kaibigan.

ATHENA

In the darkest place that the world have, find the gate of light . There’s a way to get out of this miserable past. You don’t need to travel across the seas of sadness. You don’t need to shed yourself in a mask to hide from the rain of tears. Drop the past in the deepest and darkest spot in your spirit. But someone ask to God, “Is it true that forgetting the past will lead you to your path of life?” And then God answered, “It’s up to you if you will turn your back on to be in your right direction.”

This is one of my many unexplainable questions to God and to myself. Actually, I’m just a plain, simple girl. A simple woman with enormous dreams. But with this generation, we cannot tell the real physiognomy of a person. People can’t determine if this person is only a simple high school student. Being me as a person is hard to introduce to other people my real personality. They easily judge by the way they see me outside and not in inside. People don’t see what’s my real feeling because they see me as a non-sense girl.

When I grew up and became a teenager, I've realized and still realizing all what I want to do in my life. I decided to spend my high school life inside the Ilocos Norte College of Arts and Trades. All the reasons of spending my high school life far from my hometown, were put in a school of failures and irritations. I set myself free by the day I graduated in elementary. The day I stepped INCAT was the day of reality. I promised to myself in front of the school that I’ll try to express what I feel and to change some of my attitudes. Changing my attitudes thus not mean I’ll be a bad girl. I’ll change my attitudes because I want to become a fighter and learn how to protect myself from crazy people and selfish students, stone-hearted, boastful and people who have narrow mind. My other purpose is that I want to prove something in myself. A thing that even me can’t explain. I want to discover what my real talent and give what they want to make them proud of me.

My intentions were not easy to fulfill in my first and second year high school. Until the right time came. When the junior high begun, I met new friends and actually after few months, I found new “kabarkadas.” They told me that they cannot understand me sometime. I’m a difficult person to understand. Sometimes I’m serious, sometimes I don’t speak, sometimes I’m different. After the JS Promenade of the 3rd year and 4th year, few days later I’ve realized that I switch in the new life that I want. All this realization was told me frankly by my friend. I want to celebrate that day because after almost 3 years, the fulfillment is mine. They told me I bacame ill-tempered and easily judge other person. I hate this personality before I’ve changed. Now, I hate myself but at least no one can harm me now that I’m more stronger. One of my friend ask me why I need to change just to become stronger. I just simply answer, Because that’s what I want in my life. It is my own decision.” And she asked me one more thing, “Is there a person that is a good girl wants to change and become a bad and naughty girl?” I answered simply, “Yes there is and that’s me.” And then different criticism that I received from my closest friends and my enemies. They didn’t know the real reason why I’m doing that. Maybe because I don’t tell them the truth but if they treat me as a real friend, they need to put effort on knowing my real personality.

The past is the darkest part of my life. Every little thing I’d remember were all sad and disappointment. I want to wipe out all bad memories but I can’t. Every time that I evoke this memories I’m killing myself. If I will be the one to portray my personality it is true that I’m “CHUBBY.” They always tease me chubby but teasing me with that “CERTAIN WORD,” it always cause my life. They don’t know because they only see my outside personality. Even my family didn’t know me. I hate confrontations. If my friends will confront each other, I’m just waiting for them to ask what is my opinion. This past few days I’ve learned to speak for myself but is not good as that. Even before, I hate this kind of confrontations because sometimes I can tell my real feelings. I don’t have that self-confidence before. I’m a down person even in front of my parents. I let them insult me even my pride and dignity down. I’m a hopeless person and don’t know the path that she will be going in the future. Even I know that there is something wrong happening inside the class I don’t speak because I’m afraid. I nearly give up my life because I’m not ready to face the truth that everybody hates me. But now its different.

I want to tell the whole world that I’m not in myself, this is not my real personality. The real me is in darkness waiting for a someone to save me. I want to tell them that what they know about me is all fake. I don’t want to be a miserable woman. I have dreams and I want to enjoy life. This is what I’m asking, freedom, happiness. I don’t like to stay in the sea of sadness and hide myself with an invisible mask and always cry. I’m tired of crying because of this depression that I feel. I’m tired of watching someone tease and tease me again and again. I’m bored with this kind of life that I have. Crying every night inside our restroom is hard to hide. Crying is all what I know to express my feelings.

Is it hard to wish this things? Every person need to be happy. Don’t be selfish and give their wishes. I have my last question for God, “Should a dangerous animal stay forever inside the cave and hide there waiting for people to realize that people shouldn’t be afraid because they don’t harm you, they want to become a friend of human being?”